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Sometimes, I feel I lost my goal and destination. I don't really know how to maintain the a good positive feeling, and balance everything in my life...... I always affect by others easily and I clearly realize this disadvantage, but it just different to overcome...... I think the thing that influence people most is there mind, the thing in your thought and the way you look others. Sometimes, a frustration might give me a motivation to push myself. However this motivation can not be maintained ! I think insistence is important in my life, never give up and concentrate on what you want. Sometimes, this week I sleep late like 3:30 am. I understand that it's not good for my health, but I feel that I can have more studying time. I want to say I feel so tired, actually I don't have to be this tired, but I always give pressure to myself and have a high goal which doesn't seem it can be achieved easily. As always, sometimes I feel I am successful on something, sometimes I feel I fail on many things. It hard to balance school work and social life for me. So I guess I need to push myself up and try to get back to my road in order to let my dream come true and accomplish my goals.